CASSEY IS MNE

bie, do u know how much i love u right now? did u ever know that my heart beat so fast everytime i see u. and, did u realise that i can feel the butterfly inside my stomach everytime someone mention ur name. are u feel the way im feeling?

bie, i love u so the very much! thankyou thankyou and thankyou so much for giving me all this wonderful and amazing memories. i do really love it ;3 i will keep them in my deep heart and always set at mind :) u gave me a best love story ever in my life! now, i used to believed in FOREVER again. i hope that one day i could live and stay also share the rest of my life together with u cassey!

bie, u just dont same like the other. thats why im so in love with u! u do respect me as a lady. thankyou sayang :) u never force me to do anything instead u are teaching me to love my enemy. im proud to be with u and glad to be ur girlfriend. even some of girls are disagree with our relay but u never give up on me. u told me to ignore all of the shit and assure that u'll never listem to them :)

i will never ever gonna forget ...

- the date of our couple day
- how the first situation we dated
- the place that often be a witness whenever we dated ( taman )
- u drove to my house around 2 am and stay with me for 30 minutes from pnmpng just to met me
- the first picture we take together
- giving me a support on sport day
- cried in front of u for the first just because of the movie
- joining ur family's trip to ranau
- the first time i met ur parents and ur siblings
- the firt time i talk with them
- the first time we hang out together
- go watching a twilight while waiting the movie start on 11.50 p.m from 8pm
- slept at ur home for the first time
- chilling with ur family
- staying ur home for few days
- celebrated Christmas at ur home
- the first u bring me to ur village and met whole of ur family especially ur grandpa :)
- walking along the beach over and over
- celebrated new year with you ! :*
- watching a fireworks with u
- our first moment in 2013

THE MOST THING THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET IS THAT U TOLD ME THAT U LOVE ME AND THE WAY U LAUGH BRING A LOTS OF PEACEFUL FOR MY SOUL AND THE WAY U CALLED B MAKES ME LOVE MORE MORE AND EVEN MORE ! THANKYOU FOR TREATING VERY WELL. I LOVE YOU KUALI HEMOHEMO GLUUBGLUUB BERON BELON BEYON BANANA YELLOW MAN  CASSEY !

....AND SURE I LOVE YOU ERON CONSTANTINE EMBRUS :)


love,
oleveia mahalun gunahai

TE AMO FOREVER

heyy reader :) my history start when i start fallin' love with a guy called, ERON CONSTANTINE EMBRUS,  how do i fallen with him? hahaha. senang seja. first sight org blg xD 13.05 where i really felt that i do really like him. shuuhhh ~dnt tell him about this :P hahaha ! 18.05.2012, he ask me to be his special one, dia x bw saya kapel :( huahaha. then i agreed ;D 24.05 was our first dated. malu2 kucing ni saya tym tuh. dia nyanyi d sblh saya mcm saya mw ketawaa seja ni. hee. jgn kau mara k eron ;) lucuu bh kau tym tuh. 

00.48 , 24.5 ♥

tym balik sda ni. hahaha. kmi dating sna taman. dkat seja ba. 

i will  never forget this moment ;) im glad to be with you. and happy to be your girlfriend. thnakyou for everythings. and sure now i do really love you. i love so much so much so much. thanks for respecting myself as a women i do really appreciated it. i dont mind what are others think about me atleast they just know my story and didnt live there. dudu knew better :) 

 10 days to goo then we are 7months :) im going to give him tshirt pink tp ada gmbar hello kitty. dia mw pki kaa tu arr? hahaha. 

Letter For My Future Boyfriend (:

Hai Future (: 

i dont care who u are , where are u come from . As long as u love me , i'll love u more than u deserve! 

make me feel nice / safe with u when im standing at ur side . cheers me up when im feeling weak . Support myself with ur LOVE cause all i need & want is ur LOVE! Tell me that u love me every single morning & night (: sing me a song when im not in mood . MAKE ME LAUGH OFTEN :D . Make me cry when u need but PLEASE ~ DONT EVER CHEAT ..... Make my eyes blind with ur FACE . Make my brain think about ur NAME (: Send me a cute msg because it will make me HAPPY! Call my number when u need . Make me missing & finding u everyday .

- HOLD MY HAND WHEN I WALK WITH U .
- HUG ME IN THE CINEMA .

- KISS ME SOFTLY ~ hee q:

Travel somewhere that i want with me ! Love me with whole of ur heart & soul . Touch my hair when i meet u and go home . when u are telling me something , kiss my FOREHEAD to proof me that u're telling me the truth .MAKE SURPRISE OFTEN! cause i love it so freaking much ~ Call me to wake up every morning . In my birthday , Be the 1st that wish me . Always set me in ur mind . Dont ever make something that will make me sad coz IM NOT GOING TO FORGET IT EASILY . When im mad at u , Persuade me softly . when i done something wrong that can make u feel mad , sad or hurt . TELL ME ~ Make my picture as ur wallpaper (: and make our picture as ur screensaver <3  Always remember our date couple . Dont shout at me coz it will break my heart . Bring me to the enviroment place . Dont shy to tell ur friend that i was ur girlfriend . 

p/s ; dont falling in love with me bcoz of my look but look me with ur truly love (:

#Im sorry if i talk this to much . I PROMISE U 1 THING ~ 

--> I'll be ur only one girl and u'll be my only boy .... I'LL LOYALTY !  hold this ; U'RE THE KING OF MY HEART &  MY SOUL <3 

No one will replace u from my heart as long as we together . 

ILOVEYOU WHO"S READING THIS >.<

lastly ; I love You My Future Boyfriend #:

EX is always Ex . THANKS 4 HURTING ME :)

LAST NIGHT ~ i got a text from my EX - BOYFRIEND . i dont have to write his name here :) but im gonna give u all a clue ; dr * thats all . umm , tje story is started when my phone is ringing . ITS A WS A TEXT! hahahh ~ i take my phone and direct open the message WITHOUT LOOKED THE NUMBER! hows dumb i was ... ==" . when i started read the text from from ... i cant stopmy tears from roller out! i cant stop myself from crying . i cant stop myself  from remembered our story . YESS! i cant deny that i still love him , maybe! huhuhh ~   i cant stop thinking why are myself crying? why i have to cry for someone that often hurt me? ohh my dearly OLEVEIA , why are u crying . please delete ur tears! 


HIS TEXT ; bye b . sory for evrything . juz want u to know that i think i didn't lie is my feeling towards u . - 19.dec.2011 at 11.33 p.m ...


THEN , I REPLY ; just go away . u did often hurt me . and please! i won't my tears to roller out because of u   anymore . although ... erghh - just forget it . btw , hpy bday , hve a great 17 bday . for the last tym iloveyou . im gonna forget u . forget the sweet memories abd all about u . forget about the stupid promised that u make . bye ~ - 20.dec.2011 , 12.00 a.m 


actually , today is not his bday . but , his born day is on 21.dec.1994 . so , lucky i stil remember . umm , maybe i'll forget it soon . i wish he early because i cant wish he at the day so I TAKE THIS CHANCE! 




HIS NEXT TEXT ; thanx . klw laa saya bule pilih salah satu drpda kmu . tp mslahnya hti saya cinta kmu dua . dua2 pn bnyk bg saya kebhgian kpda saya . saya keliru baa .




THEN .... 


i just ignored his text ... because im stuck! and my brain is enough blank already so the great way is just ignore & forget him . I REMAIND U ~ I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that . BETTER I JUST BE PATIENCE TO WAITING MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND TO COME OUT ^^,

sweetheart :')

The falling raindrops, please do not stop
Even my tears overflow from the sky
Become the stars in the dark night sky and shine brightly
Shine on my heart

Follow the path of time and stop at that place
To that place of our loving memories
Until my two eyes let you go, stay by my side
Stay by my side

* You, who is so cold, is like river water
Like river water that is flowing farther away
I can’t catch you so I swallow my tears
So that I can fall asleep in those memories

ITS ALL ABOUT HIM !

glaa ehh ~ bule2 baa saya tska tuhh owg . eee ~ pnya men cute dia :) yuhuuu !! hensem lg tuhh . x gna! 

gne baa ceta dia tuhh . mamy & saya mw pg mkn kfc tym tuhh kmi tgah jln2 cna donggongon . kmi msuk laa knun pg dlm . mamy srh saya order sbb diA mls . baa saya pn okay sedjaa * spya saya bule ambk pahh yg saya mw ;D HAHAHAHAH <3 

saya smpi sedjaa pg counter tuhh . trus dia tnya " hello miss , bule saya bantu mkn sni atau take away? " . umm  . lbih kurang mcm tuhh laa dia ckp . 1st tuhh saya tgu cna tuhh papan tanda yg ada snarai mknan  . saya tiada tgu dia . bla saya dgr suara dia . WOW!! cute baa suara diaa . eeeee :') pnya laa hnsem + cute mka dia .. aww <3 sowt sdh saya .

saya x sngka saya tsuka diaa . mmg cute laa apa lg klw dia snyum . mcm jtuhh baa trus tuhh langit . BEBEHH ** :# lepas hrituhh setiap kli kna bw pg mkn KFC . of coz saya bw mamy pg KFC CNA DONGGONGON hnya semata2 mw tgu diaa sedjaa . HEHEHEHEH ~ tad lg saya nmpk psal tuhh laa saya tpkir mw bwat nehh blog . for HIM !!!

 *I can be a lover, a hater, a fighter, a player, but that just ain’t my style. I’m nothing but a mystery with a pretty smile.
*I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.
*I’m a lover not a fighter, but I will fight for what I love.
*I wasn’t born to “fit in”. I was born to be myself.
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Someone will always be younger. But they will never be me.
*I’m not random, you just can’t think as fast as me.
*I’m simply me and that is all I need to be.
*I don’t regret my past. I just regret the time I’ve wasted with the wrong people.
*I am not an option, I am a priority.
*People can say whatever and I do not care. None of the ones judging could have made it through a fraction of what I have unscathed.
*I’m not shy, I’m holding back my awesomeness, so I don’t intimidate you.
*I know I’m weird. But that’s what makes me unique.
*I’m not perfect, and I don’t live to be. But before you judge me, make sure your hands are clean.
*I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.
*I’m not beautiful like you. I’m beautiful like me.
*You think you know me? Think again.
*Faith is a knowledge within the heart, beyond the reach of proof.
*I am best at being me.

*I don’t think myself as a special person, perhaps I would categorize myself as limited edition.

*You know my name, not my story.

*I am the masterpiece of God. HE give me beauty, knowledge and especially a unique personality.

**If you hate me you won’t have time to know and love me.

**Only God Can Judge Me

****This is my life. I’m gonna do whatever I want to be happy.****